I was searching for something and what I found was not at all what I was looking for.
It was a day like any other. I spent the morning caring for my eighteen month old and was enjoying the respite of nap time.
I was looking for a missing file on my laptop when it hit me like a slap in the face. An image now seared in my memory.
My body froze as the warm burn of anger and disbelief rose within me.
It was the first time I found pornography. The first time I became aware of its ugly invasion into our home.
What should I do?
A barrage of questions formed quickly in my mind as my heart raced to make sense of it all. I searched frantically for more files as I grew more and more impatient.
After filling the virtual trash can with all the filth I could find, I made an impulsive phone call.
I didn't know what to say, but I knew I had to say something.
To be continued...
1. This Is My Solemn Vow